Born into life
that is like a shadow
who awaits light from the horizon.
I only come into existence
when you shed light into my way
Once without you I vanish away.
I know that you're far away
I only wish to keep my eyes on you
in this lifetime I only know this much.
Just loving you, I'm not brave enough
Just secretly loving you, I'm still afraid
I can only remind myself, who I am
I'm just a fading shadow
getting only a flicker of light from you
I felt happy just this much hmmm
it's more than enough.
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Oi! No matter what I don't believe
that someone at the level of Por Lieng would be interested in Bee, who is a servant.
Why would be overlook Wiyada who is the daughter of a Governor?
It isn't impossible though, P'Jian.
Nu Bee is pretty. To attract someone is possible.
But between Por Lieng and Nu Wi . . .
I think there's something hidden.
Khun Jian! Khun Jian ka!
What is it?- Khun Jian! What?
What is it? Stop it right now. Did you eat a speaker or something?!
I- I- I am sorry.
I've fetch some news,
I mean- I have brought some news.
Well, Khun Bee ka, Khun Bee has fainted!
Khun Mon, Khun Mon . . .- What's wrong with Mon?!
Well, Khun Mon has brought Khun Bee into the room already!
Oh my! Mon . . . Oh goodness my dear. Mon!
*Mae Nuan, how is she?*Mae = erfers to mother or an elder
I"ve refreshed her by giving her a towel wash. She should be fine by napping a bit.
But, I am curious
Nu Bee is still young, how can she faint?
Well, I am not sure.
She might have been surprised to see the rose petals. . .
falling from the sky. . .
Please excuse me.
What does that mean? Seeing rose petals
falling from the sky . . .
It's daytime,
maybe Khun Mon is daydreaming.
What did you say a second ago? Khun Mon what?
Are you awaken?
Khun . . .- Hey,
don't be afraid that I'd assault you. I am too lazy to tend to you.
Don't talk like that.- Why?
You little innocent miss. Just one kiss and you fainted.
You crazy Khun Mon! You bad Khun Mon!
Hey, stop it. What are you doing?- Khun Mon!
Saying that I am bad, what did I do to you?
Well . . . well, you . . .
What did I do, please tell me.
What did I do to you?
No.- Oho! Stubborn.
Not telling. If you don't tell me, I am going to kiss you.
If you don't tell me, I really will kiss you.- Don't Khun Mon . . .
You've already stolen my first kiss. Don't tease me anymore.
No, Khun Mon don't. . .
Khun Mon, I beg you.
I won't tease you then
but you have to promise me first
promise me that from now on,
you won't be with a guy privately ever again.
Don't mess with no other guy (again), that isn't me.
Why?
Because you are Wiyada's, my lover's, servant.
I don't want Wiyada to be troubled or degraded because of your matter anymore.
Bee! How are you dear?
Oh my!- Mother, Pba Jian.
Mon! What are you doing?!
How inappropriate! Who taught you to do this?!
What did I do? Bee fainted so I just carried her into the room.
But what I saw was not just carrying! I saw more than that!
Khun Ying ka, Khun Mon was just-
Hey! Don't even make excuses for each other.
Alright. Since you saw things with your own eyes,
I'll just let you know Tuptim.
That this isn't the first time
that your son took adavantage of Bee.
Pba Jian, you said too much. You say it like I am a criminal!
Aow! Well, seeing your actions, it's more than what a criminal does!
You see that she has no way of fighting back so you harass and accost her all the more!
I'll tell you right now that I wasn't harassing or accosting her at all.
Oh, so what you were doing, meant that you love Nu Bee is it?
How can I love her when I have Wi?
If you don't love her, then stop messing with her!
If you do this, don't you know that it damages Bee's image?
If I see you doing this, being physically close again,
I will take it as the two of you, love eachother!
And you have to be responsible for your actions. Do you hear me, Mon?
Bee! She's to the point of
using her body to entice Khun Mon?
You ungrateful girl. I can't leave you be.
Are you really going to Bangkok, Khun Pa?
I'll probably miss you a lot.
Nu!
What are you doing around here Nu? If father and mother sees, there will be a problem!
I am not afraid. No matter what I had to come see you.
Why, Khun Pa. How can your parents do this to you?
I can do everything to make Pa stay far away from someone like you!
Khun Weit, Khun Wimorn.
Don't even greet me! You still have the face to come here?!
How times do I have to repeat myself?!
Someone as lowly as you are, is not meant for my daughter!
Father! Please stop.
Don't raise you voice at your father. Parents will always want what's best for their children.
It's probably just like his mother,
who taught him to cling to your skirts to upgrade his status!
You can insult me all you want,
but please don't disrespect my mother!
How dare you! You servant's son!
Hey! Who's around here?! Come and throw him out!
Father! Father!- Hurry!
Throw him out!
Teach him to know his place!
Let go! Let go! I said let go!
Let go!- Pa, come here!
Pa! Pa! Come here!- Khun Pa!
Throw him out!
And don't even bring your face around here again!
You can forbid me from dating Khun Pa,
but you can't control our hearts!
Then just wait and see if I can do it or not!
Lets go! Get in the car right now!
Khun Pa! Khun Pa!- Get in the car now!
I am not going!
Pa! Pa! Let go! Let go!
Khun Pa! - Nu! Khun Pa! - Nu!
Khun Pa! - Nu!
Nu! - Khun Pa!
Khun Pa!
Nu!- Khun Pa! Khun Pa!
Let go! Let go!- Nu!
Let go!- Nu!
Khun Pa! Please wait for me!
Someday we'll see eachother, Khun Pa!
Who are you waiting for, Manwatt . . .
This is ready, why don't you serve it now.- Ka (yes)
Mmm, but your friends are all foreigners
will I be able to understand them?
I've told you before, even if you can't speak (to them) it's alright.
Just smile and welcome everyone with sincerity
and they will be flattered.
Oh my, Steve and Jane are here already?
I wonder why they're here early. . .
Go and welcome them into the house, Thoi.
Bring refreshments. I am going to wash my hands and I'll follow out.- Khun Man-. . . .
Will you listen to me this time?
Or would I have to be disheartened a second time.
Geez Uncle! Don't you want to grow old, you're standing in the middle of the road like this!
Aow! Uncle, it's you!?*he calls him uncle because he's "old"
So you were actually preparing everything for this guy, Manwatt?
Aow! Wait a minute, why are standing here looking into Khun Manwatt's house?!
Let me tell you, if you're thinking of messing with my Khun Manwatt,
you have to step over my dead body first! I'll fight to death for Khun Manwatt!
Hey! Oh! Oh! Please don't do anything to me! I am sorry!
Please don't! I am sorry! I do not dare!
I am sorry! I am really sorry!
What?- Please give it to Khun Manwatt. . .
And please tell her that I give up . . .
I am going back to Chiangmai. I won't come around her anymore.
I must congratulate the two of you.
Manwatt is a valuable person.
I hope that you will love and take care of her as much as her value.
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Hello! You're Wel- Oh, it's you!
Thoi ja, Thoi! Where is Steve and Jane?
Tada! Sawatdee krap Khun Manwatt!
Uh, pretty flowers for someone pretty like Khun Manwatt krap.
I have told you already that I have guests today.
You really don't understand Khun Sadetee.
Oh! Khun Manwatt krap. I just got here and you're chasing me out already.
Someone like me can be disheartened too!
Who sees my shirt-- Oh!
What's wrong with you?
What are you doing in here Khun Mon?
I came to get my pajama's.- I was just about to bring it to you.
Really? Where is it?
What's wrong? Are you scared I'd bite that much?
You wouldn't bite, but . . .
But what?! But what?!
But- but- Khun Ying said,
you can't come close to me.
Are you all crazy now?
Uh, Khun Mon!
Your shirt! Khun Mon! Khun Mon!
I'll leave it here.
If he remembers he'll come out and get it.- What are you doing?
Uh . .. well... I brought your pajamas.
Then why did you leave it outside? Why don't you bring it inside?
Mother ordered me not to go near you, was it?
Khun Mon!
So what about it, Beeyachat. Right now I am not that far from you.
What should we do?
Khun Mon! Khun Mon!- Hey! Stop it!
What are you doing? Are you harming me?
Well, you disobeyed the rule!
You troublemaker!
Hey! Hey I said stop!
Khun Mon don't get any closer or else I'll tell Khun Ying!
Beeyachat! Beeyachat! You troublemaker!
I am now a teacher in Bangkok and I start teaching next week.
So I came by to pay my respects to Khun Ying Pba and Pba Jian.
Oh, yes yes. By the way why did you come all of a sudden though?
It's mother's wish.
The house that use to be yours that's next to mine,
has already been sold. Where will you be staying?
Do you have a place to stay yet?- I do.
I am staying with my aunt.
Oh! That's good.
Art! Malee!
Are you around here? Come in here moment!
Come and help pack Khun Wiyada's things! Where are you guys?
What is it, Khun Ying Pba?
Aow! Since your sister came to see you
don't you want to go sleepover and talk about things like siblings?
Oh that's right! That's right!
You have your relatives to stay with. I think it's pretty convenient.
That's right P'Jian! You make a good point.
Go ahead dear, I allow it.- Yes, that's right. It should be more convenient.
Thank you Khun Ying Pba for being gracious towards me.
But I want to stay and take care of you more.
Nang Bee, you're my replacement
go and sleepover with Pa.
So you can help Pa, unpack things
and tidy up the clothing.
P'Wi, you don't have to have someone follow me.
Uncle and Aunt are there also, I wouldn't be alone.
Besides, Bee has to stay and take care of Khun Pba Ying, doesn't she?
Na (aunt) Nuan ka, sawatdee ka.
Why did you wai (greet )me, Khun Pa?*nobles/high status people don't greet servants like that
I am younger and you're an elder, I have to wai (greet) you.
I have a gift for you this time.- Khun Pa, please have a seat.
Here. It's silk fabric from Chiangmai.
I selected it with myself. Not sure if you would like it.
I've also asked Nu, but he said it was up to me.
Eventhough he learned about art. . . .
You and Nu are still seeing eachother?
Don't tell me that you will prevent the two of us
like how my parents are?
They did the right thing.
Don't see me as a mean person, Khun Pa
some things are too good.
Things for the gentry, isn't suited for a servant.
I don't think I can accept it.
Please excuse me.
I want to know what excuse she will use this time!
Is there anyone here?! I said is there anyone here?!
Crazy!
Don't let me see you, you'll definitely get hurt!
I can't take it anymore!
Sawatdee ka.- Sawatdee krap.
Uh, who are you here to see?
I came to see, Khun Wiyada Hiranawat.
Where is she?- Who should I say is here?
Tell her, Kadechai came to see her.
Khun Kadechai!
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Please wait here.
So this is the person. Khun Kadechai.
Why did he come here?
Ah Pba Art ka . . .
Can you please bring refreshments for the guest at the gazebo?
Yes. I was tasting the mango . . .
If Khun Wi knows, what will she say?
Kadechai, came here again?!
And are you stupid or crazy letting him come in?!
E Nang Bee! E Nang Bee! What did you do?!*E = derogetory title referring to a female
But he said he was here to see you.
You dumb girl! You act like I want to see him!
Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!- I am sorry! I am sorry!
What should I do? Kadechai is already in the house... what should I do?!
If Khun Ying Pba sees him and he opens his mouth . . .
and says who he is, I am dead!
Who is he, and why would you die?
Nevermind! Help me think about what I should do.
Pba Art krap! Are you available?
I am not available right now, if you want anything ask the others.
Wait! Where are you hurrying off to?
I am going to bring refreshments to Khun Bee's guest near the lake.
She has told me a while ago, I have to hurry.
W-wait! Pba Art! Pba Art!
Beeyachat has another guest visiting her again?
Refreshements. . . - Place it right there. Thank you.
Oi!- Pba Art.
Why were you surprised?- It's nothing.
Alright, there's nothing else now. Thank you Pba Art.
Where is Wiyada?
Khun Wi . . she's-- She doesn't want to see me huh?!
Did you tell her who I was?
I told her. But she is in the middle of something important.
and she can't come down to see you.
Crazy . . .- Wait, Khun Kadechai!
Where are you going?- I am going to go see Khun Wiyada.
She can't reject me like this!
Wait! But I can't let you go.
Wait, wait wait , who are you?!
Uh well, I am Beeyachat
you can call me Bee. I am Khun Wiyada's servant.
And also, I have the duty to tell you
to go back. I beg you Khun Kadechai.
I know that you love Khun Wi
but since Khun Wi doesn't love you
you should accept it.
Yesterday was someone, and today is another one.
Changing faces without repetition, dear miss.
Love? What are you saying?!
Between Wi and I, it isn't love.
It is a game. A game that I will win.
And I want the prize that I should get!
Go back and tell your Khun Wi, that I am here to collect the promise
that she made to me.
Don't think that you can trifle with the mind of a guy like me.
I can go back today, because I'll think of it as doing it for you.
But if can't have what I want,
then I'll expose everything! About how we're involved!
Can this be?!
How relieving! Nang Bee is pretty attractive . . .
enough to persuade Kadechai to give up.
Beeyachat. Kadechai.
They seem compatible.
A wicked girl, and a bad guy . . .
Malee ja, has the fire started?- Yes.
Can you please wash these vegetables for me?
Sure, of course.
Bee, Kadechai has left already hasn't he?
What did he say.
Don't say anything yet. Someone may hear.
I say, lets find a more private place to talk.
Go wait for me at the tool shed in the garden.
Ka. (okay)
Khun Wi?
What is it?- Khun Kadechai asked me to tell you
that if he doesn't get what he wants,
he will expose to everyone
of what his and your relationship is like.
Oh is it?- Khun Wi you must not be patient
he seems serious and he might come see you again.
Thank you for worrying.
But I've thought of a way to handle this situation already.
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Khun Wi! Why are you doing this to me?
I will have you be the scapegoat for me regarding Kadechai!
With one bullet, I get two birds!
Both you and Kadechai
will not be in the way of Khun Mon and I!
But- I've never thought of getting in your way.
I've only wished that you and Khun Mon would love each other a long time.
Really you? You! You!
Khun Wi!- You really?!
Huh? E Nang Bee!
You've been secretly enticing him behind my back! You think I don't know it?!
E Nang Bee!
It hurts! Khun Wi! It hurts!
Khun Wi, please stop! Khun Wi!
E Nang Bee! You think I wouldn't know?!
Huh?! You secretly like Khun Mon don't you?!
You use your youthfulness as bait!
You think of stealing Khun Mon from me!
E Nang Bee! You think I wouldn't know! You ungrateful girl!
Khun Wi ka, you can hit me to death
but I swear that I've never thought of betraying you!
Don't even cry!
If you were really thinking well as you say
then stay in here!
Stay until,
Khun Mon and everyone in Mahartawet House
hates you!
LIke the way that I hate you!
Stay right in there! You b*tch!